"When we live outside of healthy community, we not only lose others but we lose ourselves
because we are not created to be alone.."
I think I've been an a$$ all these time for never taking the initiative to meet up my friends again. I guess that explains why the emptyness in me sometimes, simply because I have been disconnecting from people and I'm slowly becoming a weirdo that always thinks of weird weird stuff and theories..Snap snap, I need to get out of this.
hmmm....
Suddenly I'm all excited again, excited about reunions, meeting my old friends again. Starting from dear Ah Sa whom I have not even got the chance to send her off while she goes to Aussie to study. Shes back for summer break and I don't know why, it feels so good to reconnect to someone again. Coincidently my poly classmates are asking for a reunion next week. Actually there are people I do miss but sometimes I just don't know how to find my way back to their world again. I was the one who left them in the first place. I'm not that cold blooded .... really....
and
Gracias amigo
... being with u(s) sometimes reminds me that I am a human.
Though things will never be the same again, the people have changed and I have changed, but I will seek to learn how to love and live in the new Year.
Its not me to give up, cos i'm גַּבְרִיאֵל! God is my strength.. !
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