－ 卡爾絲玻利亞的回憶 －

I guess I just need a momentum. One that fits the frequency. One that lasts long enough for me to get on it and ride on it.

God.... please... no more cold water on me....

好胜的你嗜好爱收藏要四出猎奇
爱侣给你当趣怪珍藏要更多不厌弃

每年的新年我都不需要特地的記下來因為幾乎都過得一模一樣。
記憶倉庫裡印象最深刻的除夕夜停留在小時候的莫一年。在那小小的廚房，不是很大但能擠滿全家人的餐桌上。用碳操作的火鍋。桌上有笑聲有溫燃。回家以後，就再也沒有了這感覺。。。笑聲和溫燃變成了沉默與冷淡。

今年的新年過有點不一樣。她在除夕的前一夜發高燒被送進醫院。血壓也變得很低。諾情況不能變好可能會有生命危險。但，對她而言壞消息並不是死亡而是要留院七天接受抗生素的治療。孫悟空大鬧天宮她啊除夕大鬧醫院。結果醫生怕了她讓她回家吃團圓飯晚上在回醫院。在家吃完了團圓飯我便趕去表姐家和她吃飯。今天醫生也＂好心＂讓她回來然後晚上在回去接受治療。因此我和表姐一家都沒去外公家拜年。我突然放大家的風箏我想我媽一定很為難和尷尬要替我向親戚回答我失蹤的理由。但我真的沒有想要去拜年過。

Having my Mp3 spoil at this time is not helping at all...
Bad things comes in a package .
I'm not sad.. just worried...

I actually didn't realize CNY is next week. I haven't got any clothes yet..... bahhh and shopping on a weekend is like..... #()$*(#*$(#$((988

So ma fan... why must we wear new clothes for CNY? Nobody actually cares about what you wear as long as you are wearing something.... -_- ....

Freaking 18 G needles are no joke... Blood splurting out like free... its long and thick... I almost bit off my shirt when that thing just pokes deep into my arm...

G just entered the conversation room..

Stranger: Hi

2010

...........Its easier to say I'm fine...

我回到家。看見衣衫整齊的擺在床上。不是庸人而是媽媽放的。。。。

我。。。不知道是否放下了那份恨。哪，被拋棄的感覺。。。

時間好像快數列車
我站在平台上看著它離開
而不是在車上

"Hope pulls you into future because it comes from there.
If you no longer believed in the future, you would lose all hope.
Strangely, while hope is connected to the future, it is impossible to thrieve in the present without it. "

丁噹-我愛他

我們TA的一個小團圓因為阿SA 回來咯！
我們也意外的碰見我們的舊同學！真巧。。。

害怕。。。

心裏有一種莫名的害怕。害怕我將會失去什么東西。這種感覺好吃力。
每個星期聽到不好的事情那害怕又多了一些。