目前分類:心情 (86)
- Jan 10 Sun 2010 02:16
普通人
- Jan 03 Sun 2010 00:13
Alien
I ended '09 shattering myself and I start '10 trying to put the shattered pieces together. What a Joke.
I don't feel like myself anymore. I feel like an alien struggling to find somewhere I can belong.
- Dec 30 Wed 2009 23:13
心情
"When we live outside of healthy community, we not only lose others but we lose ourselves
because we are not created to be alone.."
I think I've been an a$$ all these time for never taking the initiative to meet up my friends again. I guess that explains why the emptyness in me sometimes, simply because I have been disconnecting from people and I'm slowly becoming a weirdo that always thinks of weird weird stuff and theories..Snap snap, I need to get out of this.
- Dec 27 Sun 2009 00:27
Andrenaline
" The soul is always craving for something... and when you don't know what it is asking for
.... "
- Dec 25 Fri 2009 10:39
Fade Away
- Dec 20 Sun 2009 00:17
Best gift this year
"I can't count how many times
You saved me
How many times you picked me up
- Dec 17 Thu 2009 22:07
Earth's Image and... 2009
“ 可怜 善变 虚伪 的世界。。。 "
Another day passed. I'm not sure the holiday is doing me harm or good. The process of having to adapt to a new place going to start soon.
Coming to the end of 2009, it is always good to do some reflection. Looking through the events that happened, feelings that I penned down ....So much has happened.. I think I have changed some bit... good or bad I am not so sure but definitely stronger. Take today for example, was playing badminton with my usual cliques. I would be quite pissed off with myself last time for losing and in my entries I would always blame it on my competitive nature. I lost a lot of matches today, but...i don't really have any hard feelings from that, all the sarcastic jokes didn't seem so damaging now. Looking at the past... I seemed so childish.
- Dec 14 Mon 2009 19:33
If only its so simple
Chips + Drinks + Favourite Spot in front of the sea + MP3 = Heaven....
Its always so peaceful sitting in front of the boundless sea. All your worries and problems seemed to be swept away by the wind.. At least for that moment. My head is clearer now....
- Dec 06 Sun 2009 00:29
breaking down...
feel like nothing today..
feel breathless today...
- Oct 25 Sun 2009 15:11
Emptying my thoughts
- Oct 25 Sun 2009 00:14
Lost
After a fast paced week at tekong.
Suddenly the slow pace of civilian life made me felt so lost..
I've no idea what I want to do next...
- Oct 05 Mon 2009 03:57
Thank You (s)
Sunday was a long long day.
Woke up exceptionally early to go breakfast with my cousin and aunty. Didn't expect them to go ION. I was a in a Mickey Tee, Converse board shorts and slippers... -_-" Power. I tried to put on a comfortable look. Ya I think Botak is no longer a big problem anymore since I can wear so cui and walk around ION in comfort.
- Oct 04 Sun 2009 03:31
Checklist.
Gathering with
Melvin, Raven ..... (Done)
Fadihlah(Done)
- Oct 03 Sat 2009 02:07
"Why" is no longer important...
- Sep 27 Sun 2009 03:44
Puzzle
I never win you , never will.
Neither can I hide from you, never can I..
I know the reasons behind all these.
- Aug 25 Tue 2009 01:15
Emo-lation
I think I'll feel e full effect tmr....
Poor mp3, struggling to stay alive... and the last thing it did for me was to stay alive long enough for me to transfer the data to my com...
- Aug 24 Mon 2009 23:29
11:30pm , August 24 2009
I tried all I can but nothing I do can revive my mp3(4yrs). Every now and then it would start on its own but not lasting for more than 2 seconds. My negliance caused the misfortune. Putting it in my pocket and forgetting to take it out when I send the pants for washing. The moment I confirmed it was dead, my mind go blank.... My companion I spent more time with than any human being I know of..... GONE! .. All those songs that marks every memory I have...gone as well..
God, I knew I asked for a brainwash but I never knew it would be in this way....
What am I gonna do ?!
- Jul 29 Wed 2009 22:36
I ------- ---- Myself